Today I just felt like doing nothing but watch YouTube, do online art and of course hold my Mealworm Beetles. They are so cute. Perhaps this period makes me a bit moody...anyways I still feel depressed. After mom was done with work I went downstairs to dance and sing. I was also holding in tears today don’t know how many days I can hold them in until I burst again... ugh, stupid depression, mistakes and past! I think I’ll go back to doing patters with watching YouTube and doing art on my IPad. To bad doing art never cheers me up. But I like creating things so I do what I do best. Heh, I don’t care if it’s past my sleeping schedule...I wonder if anyone really does miss me on Discord and VRChat...wish my father would back off 😒